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Well, I win stupid internets...

Ok... I can't see shit right now, and its bugging me. My vision is currently blurring everything around the edges... sucks like hell.

Beyond that, I just wanted to sit back and talk at you guys for a few. I miss you guys... T_T I want updates on EVERYONE. Give them to meeeeeh... Cuz I'm Daddy and daddys should know how the childrens are doing.

Ahem... anyway, I'm sure you all read my little rant earlier? Yeah... class hasn't gotten too much better. -_-; Its a tedious exercise I must trudge through to get to the good stuff. Even right now my teacher is teaching us about the internets... Stuff I once again already know. Oh well... -sigh-

I'm bloody tired. I stayed up watching "Fearless" with my roomate. I just felt like seeing a movie for the night... Kinda paying for it now, in retrospect. The only thing I'm REALLY looking forward to right now is Azilie's visit this weekend. -smiles- Its nice to have her over for two days continuously... save when she goes to work, of course.

I ought to pay a little more attention to the Professor right now... so I'll leave this little blog where it is. Later guys.

Hrm.... Time for a mental dump, I suppose. Get my thoughts out and stuff...

Well, things are going... ok, I suppose. Stuff went down in Urriam last night that I'd rather not go through once more, so I'll just omit that. Oh, Azilie and I went to see "Prom Night". That was pretty badass. We got really involved in the storyline. ^_^

On the way back, we saw something... hrm... well, odd. I saw a stationary light while driving down the road, about where the Flea Market is. It was an odd orangey color and it seemed to be floating. Further down the road, right at the Market now, we saw that it was now moving ahead of us. I shrugged, realizing that we'd soon pass under the thing.

Finally, right at the Sentinal's house, it had stopped in the back field of the place. Azzy and I got a good (good being relative as it was very dark out) look at the thing. The only thing I can say for sure is that the thing was not a helicopter. There were... maybe seven lights under it in the shape of a U along with three blinking lights, two on either side and one in the back, along with perhaps two more orangey lights above the tail blinker. Then we drove past and didn't see it again.

Now, I might be wrong, it may very well be a Helicopter and I'm just over imagining things... but I like my little fantasy more then the 'truth', so shuddup.

-cough- Anyway, Prom is coming up soon. Thats fairly neat, innit? A night to remember and all that. Looking forward to it. Now that I think, though... its actually really depressing. It will be the last night we have before we all seporate... there will never be a night like it again (hell, even if we're all meeting up again to see each other getting married, it won't be the same). I'm all depressed and stuff... but, you know what? I won't miss the night for the world. ^_^

Lets make this last party special guys. A real blow out. And, also, Azilie and I CAN make it to whatever after-party is being planned. Her Dad said we could, which is wicked awesome, so SOMEONE MAKE PLANS or I'll kill you. ><; No keggers. We don't need people getting drunk and ruining the night for the rest of us.

Ph... Running out of things to talk about for the time being. Urm... hrm... I'm dreaming up a cool game based on Stephen King's "The Mist". I don't know when it will be done (because I'm lazy and have yet to actually commit anything to paper) but I assure you, I'll have the game going by the time I get to SNHU next September. If any of you think you can spend a night playing game with me, just leave a comment or get back to me. I will stress this a few times, however. This game will be ONLINE and on AIM messenger. So if you can't do that, don't bother with me, kay?

... Thats all I have for this minute. I'll likely come up with more tomorrow. Love you guys. Peace.

I've seen rants. I've seen raves. I've seen flaming. But I have NEVER seen the likes of what The Sentinal posted in response to Red's attack on his LJ. And, just in case he deletes it, I'm posting it here so it is forever in our memory.

The Sentinal
It seems maturity is indeed kicking in and it is not on your end. I have been following this little "debate" from the sidelines thus far because I haven't deigned to involve myself in high school politics. However, your quaint little entry tickled me just so much that I had to come in and put up my two cents.

You might or might not know me but in the be all and end all it doesn't much matter whether you know who I am or not. I'm going to crucify you just the same.

No one can "force" you to "come out" in public. And frankly, the insinuation that Chris is dating Jen just for the sex makes me laugh harder than I have in weeks. I don't know if you've known Chris as long as I have, but for the past three years that he and Jen have been dating they've been sexually active perhaps the last 8 months or so. If he was dating her just for the sex I should imagine that he'd have taken her significantly earlier in their relationship to avoid the emotional entanglements that sexual intimacy cause. Not to mention their engagement. I don't know about you, but getting engaged just for sex is a new low that I don't know if anyone is capable of stooping to.

You have too many medical problems to have sex? Well gods bless you, boy because that means you're at death's door and have a heart condition. Or do you have too many medical problems to fuck? Your grammar is unclear, another notch in your belt of "maturity," I suppose. However, if you have a medical fetish then I really, really don't want to know about your prepubescent masturbatory materials. Thanks.

Now, as to your comment about that little animated .gif of the kid blowing his brains out... I fail to see how that is in any way relevant. Are you implying that by complaining they are making you want to shoot yourself? Or how are they shooting themselves in the head by "bitching?" I must be a layman and not up to date with the current state of things and the modern vernacular, as it were. An old fogie like me couldn't possibly know anything.

Then again, maybe I do. Who knows? Ciao.

Hrmph... Seems like this has gone... sour.

Look, I may be irritble over this situation. I might find it unfair that a group of officer's decided my position was irrelevent or whatever have you and I was told to step down. Whatever. Big deal, it was delt with, fine.

But, you know what, everyone ganging up on Koko isn't going to freakin' help anything either. I just posted my feelings of how the situation was handled and my point of view on it. As far as I'm concerned, no one else is involved (I.E. It is between me and the other officers) and they should not bother to speak to Koko about it unless she brings it up in the first place.

Leave her alone. I'll be more then happy to chat over the sitaution and explain the points each group is passing around. I might be a little slanted, but it's better then pestering the woman about something she just doesn't want to talk about.

That is all.

PS. It's cold in here. ;_;

Well, it certainly seems that this has caused a little tiff now hasn't it? Guilt trips, emotional breakdowns, tears, anger, pain, wrath... Oh this sounds like Junior year all over again! Yay! I remember how fun that was! -dripping sarcasm-

Now, some of you may know whats up and some of you don't. To be blunt, I've quit the club. Shocker, I know! ... Not really. You see, as a lot of people know now, I was the Internet Officer for the club and I strove to do the best I could during it. Eventually, and I'm not taking the credit for it at all, I managed to clean up the web sites that the club frequented and used as temporary 'home bases' for whatever it was they were doing at this point.

Ok, nice jazzy story, right? Well, bear with me. The story gets rougher as it goes along. You see, there was this guy... Red we called him, right? Well, he was a rather terror on the forums and he did a lot of stupid shait that pissed a lot of people off. Battles raged back and forth on the forums which I had to mediate. Typically I was on the side of the others... but occasionally I did have to crack down on some particularly overbearing members. Soon enough, he graduated and we no longer had to deal with him. Yay!

Now, moving into my senior year, things where going... ok. I finally was allowed to announce the fact that I held the position (because I would no longer be considered biast by certain persons above mentioned) and I was finally allowed to stand with the other officers during club meetings and sit in on officer meetings. I feel important! Whee! I actually feel like I'm doing something that matters rather then clean up duty.

None the less, another issue pops up with a guy I'll just call Kratos (He loves God of War) and his conduct on the forums. I rush in all knight in shining armor style and start moderating, right? Well, lovely, cuz while Kratos is being infuriating and braking rules, a little woman I'll call Koko is battling back with much the same tactics. I did more against Kratos but occasionally I had to slap Koko on the wrists as well. None of you see where I'm going with this yet? Anyway, Kratos eventually is forced to stop. Badda bing.

Ok... Now we're at a week after New Years. I'm sitting in my house with Azilie, having a good time, and suddenly she starts... acting withdrawn. Curious, I start probing into it. Finally I get a "You'll hate me..." and I grow worried. Did she do something bad? Did she pull what I had two summers ago? "What do you mean, hate you?"

So Azilie breaks it to me that the club officers have decided that my position is no longer needed and that I'm to step down and join the faceless mass that is the rest of the club. I'm sure you can all assume that I did not take the news well. After a few moments of growling and muttering, I turned back to Azilie and simply told her thus. "Fine, if that is what they want, then so they shall have it. I'll step down from the position and I won't be coming back." This, of course, caused Azilie to storm from my house in tears. She's the President of the Club and all and she was super upset over it all.

Later that night I log on to the internet and decide to go venting. The Sentinel is my normal outlet but she was currently AFK, so I didn't bother. Instead, I turned to another one of my friends, who also happens to be in the club. Arra-chan! I'm figuring I might get a slight sympathetic ear, I kinda needed it so I could figure out what to do with the issue, but suddenly I find myself getting bashed out of nowhere (Arra and I have solved our issue, so if I hear about anyone giving her a hard time, I'll hurt you). She says I'm 'throwing a fit' and that I'm being unfair, and before I can muster myself from my shock over the sudden tongue lashing she signs out, leaving me to go FTW?

So, The Sentinel and I talk for a bit and I feel better. Then Azilie and I talk later. Apparently, there are two officers who brought this about... And guess who is among them? Koko! Am I surprised? Not really. So, what do I do? I begin to avoid the woman so I don't wind up being an asshole. Smart idea. Being an asshole is not a good thing.

Now, coming into this week, Azilie starts getting moody about the entire thing once more. Valentine's Day rolls around and everyone is demanding that I come to the meeting that week for a 'party'. I simply reply "No, I'm not part of the club anymore. I'm not going to go. Drop it." Granted I'm still a little testy about the subject, right? So finally it boils down to Azilie having a complete funk out on me and storming off once more, leaving me confused. Yeah, I know she's hurt that I won't go, but like I said, I quit and I wasn't happy that everyone was cutting into me over it.

Somehow, Azzy and I resolve everything with one another that night. She was working on Valentine's Day and so we decided to have a pre-valentine's day the day before. It was entertaining... though Arra had to wind up coming in as well. The reasons for that are hers to tell alone and I'll only say that I didn't mind, considering the circumstances. It was fun to have her with us. ^_^

Ok. I'm sure your all screaming by now "Get to the damned point, Lyiat!" and I will. Valentine's Day night I get a message from Azzy-chan. "Do you hate Koko?" I think about it for a long moment and answer, honestly, "No, but I must say I'm not fond of her." Suddenly, Azilie is at my throat and we wind up arguing for the ENTIRE BLOODY NIGHT and even into today. She says that I'm blaming everything on Koko (I wasn't, but I was more angry at her then the others because I see her as the ring leader) and that I should be putting the most blame on (Azzy) because she's the President and blah blah blah ...

I keep explaining that I am no longer mad. I just don't want anything to do with the club anymore because, quite frankly, it's a waste of my time just to sit there and listen about anime for an entire hour. I didn't go to the club for that, as it was intended for Japanese Culture... But that is a rant I've had in the past and I won't go over it a fourth time. Anyway, I tell her if she wants to get it all talked out, then for her to just give me a time, a date, and a place. She wound up driving off in a rather pissed off fashion.

Now... My question is... Am I the one acting like a two-year old over this and am I in the wrong for not going back to a lesser position after, what I percived as, getting stabbed in the back by people I really considered good friends without so much as getting a chance to defend myself?

Feel free to comment as you will.

I MADE IT IN!

I just got my acceptance letter today and I made it in to SNHU! I almost bloody wet myself!

Ok... I need to go breath... Erm.... I'll talk more later....

Doot do do... Woah! Livejournal!

Well it certainly has been awhile. Hrm... what to put here? Ah! I know!

Don't. Do. Drugs.

... Nah, I'll actually put something here. So, the first semester is coming to a close and the end of the year is that much closer. I understand that this is a... touchy subject for you all. Some of you are freaking out that your friends are leaving you behind to go off to college or the military, while others are biting their nails about getting their acceptance letters back. Well, I have advice for all of you!

College-Goers
- Stop freaking out! This isn't the end of the world. Even if you arn't accepted into the college you wanted, chances are that another did. Work up your grades in a tech school or a community college and try again next year!

- Honestly, its not exceedingly hard to get in. For instance, my mother got into Hesser on a GED. That is possibly the worst way to get into any college, and she managed it without any trouble. Chances are, if your good at what you do and have a good attitude, you'll get in for sure. (And trust me, you guys are good at what you do. ^_^)

Stay-Behinders
- No one is really going anywhere! Everyone is staying within an hour or two's drive! We won't be at the same school anymore, that much is true, but we can still see each other and talk online!

- Start making up contact information and store it in a secure spot, that way you'll still have the ability to get in touch with your college bound friends.

- Keep your damned school work up! If you do want to keep up with us, then make sure you have the grades to move on when you graduate!

Ok guys? Stop going to pieces on me and look ahead. Our goals are coming within our grasps and we have to stay true! Otherwise, your going to get blown away by a stray wind called "Uncertainty". We can get through this, people! Move your arses into gear and focus!

The shirts are finally done!





















Azzy-chan and I worked REALLY hard on these and we're proud of them. We hope you like 'em too.

RANTING TIME! Wheeeeeeeeee!

Ok guys, it's finally time for a Lyiat rant. I haven't done one in a while, and I'm just in the mood.

First off, let's start with idiot chat speak rpers. O rly? Ya rly! lolololol- SHUT THE HELL UP! -pwns with a lightsaber-. These type of people are highly annoying while trying to do a literate rp. How many brain cells does it take to type out the words "two" "to" or "too" rather then just "2".
Oooh... Let's stick on rp, shall we? How about the guys who type completely in future tense? "He would then go to the bar and tip his hat to the pretty woman next to him. Then he would proceed to look around for a" blah blah blah. The pretty woman next to him is prolly a dude anyway, because this the same type of idiot who doesn't bother to check profiles of characters. I mean, your character does what he does when you POST it, not a few seconds after. Posting in that manner is confuzzling in anyone in that room.
Now, anyone who knows me knows that I use words such as confuzzle and prolly, yet did you know that some people actually use such grammer while discribing actions? That is an accent! A typing accent at that! Jesus H. Christ!
You know what the greatest type of discription is in the world? "This sexy nekko girl has massive EEE breasts and is looking for a good time."
...
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... Are you KIDDING me!? People actually GO for this stuff!? Grah! What has rp come to!?
Seriously, I don't mind... intercourse when it comes up in an rp, but if your just making this oversized creature for the sole purpose of whoring it out...? Give me a bloody break, people!

Pfffffft! Ok, I'm less angery now. Later peoples!

That was the result of a Multimedia Project. ><; Jesus Christ, I feel so... geeky for that one. Still... Christopher Skywalker does have a ring to it.

May the force be with you all. ^_^

Meh. Today was dry.

We hung out around the house all day. I kinda played the crap out of Overlord. I got all the minion types, went from being able to control 15 minions to 35, fully enchanted my armor, got 8 servents, defeated Orboen, the personification of Sloth, and got well on my way to fight Sir William, the personification of Lust. Wow. No life.

Gawd damnit, people. I miss the lot of you! Even Nessa for crying out loud! Argueing with She-who-shall-not-be-named would be a welcome change to this!

GAH! I sware to god that I'm going to go insane with missing you people and being bored. We're going to the beach tomorrow. That REALLY isn't going to help when the beachwater is warm enough to put you to sleep. It's a freaking bath, not an ocean.

Leave me some love, guys. I need it to keep SANE!

(And you, Azilie. Leave extra extra love.)

V_V I didn't get to call Azilie today.
I'm sooo sorry hon. I know your prolly freaking out and stuff but PLEASE don't worry about me, love. I'll call you tomorrow! I SWARE!

The waterpark was fun. I spent about half of the day floating around in a wave pool and a river adventure type thing. The other half was food, waterslides, and tube slides. Water went up my noise more times I can count. Bloody hell, I can still feel the waves shifting me back and forth.... so much for sleeping tonight.

Like I said before, love. I'm sorry for spacing out on calling you. I really am. I owe you something when I get home. I already did, but, I owe you even more.

Off to the waterparks!

Hey guys, it's me again. South Carolina has been ok to me so far. I should have a few pics after today to update to my picture album for you all, so don't worry. You'll still get to see me ^_^... In a way. At any rate, nothing bad has happened so far, so don't worry about me. Try to not get into too much trouble without me? Please?

(Azilie, I miss you! Lots of love, kitten!)

Ho dee dee hom.

I am here once again at my father's. Nothings really changed, cept the video games avaliable. Somehow, though, Shawn and I arn't at each other's throats. How long will that last? At any rate, I am exhausted. I was up untill 2:30 last night reading HP: Deathly Hallows. It was amazing. Rawling knows how to close a book, let me tell ya.

-blinks- Wow... I already miss everyone. -sniff- Leave me some love, will you? I'll be giving daily, possibly even more then that, updates about my condition down here.

... And no. Azilie and I arn't going through crises mode alpha this year. No cheating! >>;

I am soooo pathetic....

Guess what guys? I have a new hobby. I started collecting a constructable strategy, game called "Pirates!". You buy them in these things that look like card packs, punch them out of the cards, and put the little pirate ships and sea monsters together. I started collecting them on Thursday. At the end of that day, I had six. It is now Saturday, two days after, and I have thirty one. >>; I feel so... bad. I'm such a little collector whore. >>;

So, I hear there is more issues with Reggie? Well, guess what? I'm Otaku's secret internet officer Mrs. P talked about, so I'm the one who's gunna deal with the stuff on Live Journal. Please, do NOT interfere unless you are also an officer.

Jen and I are going to Holman Stadium tomorrow for the fireworks. Will we see any of you there? I hope so! ^_^ Later guys!

Edit (Later the same night)
Urm... can anyone direct me to this issue so I may deal with it? -blink-

Two hearts, beating as one
tied togeather with red - red ribbon
Ever lasting love

Hey guys...

Heheh...

I'm not sure what to write about tonight... but let me tell you... I'm grinning like a fool and blushing like I'm drunk (And I am, in a way...). I find it odd how watching Pirates 3 turned out to be such a romantic date, but regaurdless... I am happy. Truely.

Let me pause here to give a few words about Pirates. F-U-C-K-I-N-G A-W-E-S-O-M-E. I am buying the boxed set when it comes out and I'm having an over-nighter (if possible) to watch it. Everyone will be invited.

Anyway... for once... I got a good feeling instead of a bad one... Everyone knows about my bad feelings. Something bad always happenes when I have a bad feeling... So... Good feeling. What does that mean, right? Well... for once, it felt as if I was in the right place... Everything in that moment was exactly as it should be... It was just... mhm...

Good night guys... I hope the best for all of you.

(And yes. That was my sad attempt at free-verse.)

La-dee-da.

Sooo bored. I'm sitting in Comp Lit, bored as hell. Theres nothing to do. Excel is only interesting for so long...

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